I finally....and when I say finally, I mean after a full day of being frozen trying to figure this out....I FINALLY wrote my letter of intent for Capstone. I decided, if this is the only say I am going to have in the manner of where I would like to go, I would be a huge dumb-ass to not take advantage to atleast express my interest in an area that I KNOW I liked. Not taking this opportunity, and saying NOTHING, leaves it completely up to chance where I will get put. It tells my clinical instructor that I just don't really care, when that is the furthest thing from the truth. I care A LOT about this time in my final semester.
I can honestly say, that I haven't loved any of my other clinical experiences more than I loved the clinical days I had in my OB rotation. Yes, I could love critical care or ER or Oncology. I really could fall in love with those areas, but I have NO experience there to be sure that I will love them at all, or that I will love them more than L&D. If I am given the opportunity to discuss my interest in more detail with my clinical instructor, maybe I will get the opportunity to express my concerns about feeling torn. I am in need of some guidance, but at this moment, all I can do is make the best decision with the information and experience I currently have, and not the possibilities of what could be in the next 8 weeks.
I could still end up in some truly random placement, but as long as it is one where I can learn, it will be fine.
But with that said, I reallllllly realllllly REALLLLLy want to see more babies on their birthdays!!
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