The person I expected to care atleast just a little bit about me not being at work during the week anymore was seemingly the person who cared the least. Everyone else gave me hugs, and wished me good luck, and one co-worker brought me cake. But hardly there wasn't any real kind of acknowledgement from my boss. I left the parking lot crying today because it would have been nice for her to seem like she cared, even if she had to fake it. Or gosh, even just a "good luck" would have been good enough.
I highly doubt she's going to come in on Saturdays just to say Hi.
Whatever. I need to stop caring about this. I am starting nursing school in 4 days, and this is where my future is, and this will be my main priority now. Maybe that's been my problem, is caring too much about my job and my office, and maybe I would have saved myself a lot of head/heartache if I would have not worried so much about it.
I know I will be fine once school starts and my focus will be 100% school, I won't have time to feel upset about people not missing me.
Anyway, I went and got a manicure after work today. I have been getting these No Chip manicures that are AWESOME. But they are too expensive to maintain now that school is starting, and I can't have them on once clinicals start. And you also can't take them off yourself, thus the manicure today.
More studying tonight if I can calm down, and then tomorrow I have a few things I need to take care of at school, and then MORE studying! But hopefully Mike and I can get out for one night to have a last little hurrah before school officially begins!
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